Junk post

20th Ramadhan.  Oh,  how i wish this holy month will never end.  Seriously.

Worked afternoon shift today,  and during buka puasa time,  we (the students) let the specialist and seniors ate first. Actually we were about to join but then we decided to cover outside to monitor the patients until they finished.  Anyway we did smuggle out cans of nescafe & milo one each,  then ngap 1 piece of cara berlauk at the counter. haha.

Then that was the time when this girl asked me whether i had boyfriend currently or previously.  I told her i never had one. Then she dared to ask me like this.

"Are you lesbian?"

haha. naudzubillah! Bertuah punya kawan, ni gaya mulut minta penyepit ni. haha

Dahla awal2 shift tu duk bisik2 masa takeover report then bila pandang dorang, they were looking at me. I ignored them but then they giggled.

"Whattt?" i asked. ni mesti ada pape ni,  siku jugak budak2 ni heh.

Depa nak kenenkan dengan doktor yg tengah check pesakit tu. I put 2 fingers at my chin and asked them sarcastically while sbowing a long face,  "Do i actually look like i'm interested?" And this successfully stopped them there. However when Dr asked for a test,  these two laju2 pushed me forward to do. Ehhh.

I dont dare to berlagak but I really cannot afford to meet anyone in, or from Johor. I'm amazed and proud to be here in Johor but it's too far from my hometown, which took me 13hours long drive per say, even if there was no traffic jam. Tak sanggup dah, drive sorang2 hari tu sampai cramp tengkuk T-T dah, cukup traumatize.

Lagipun, hati belum terbuka la. tunggula kakak2 kawen dulu ke baru nak fikir ke cemana. Sekarang dah tak fikir soal2 jodoh dah, lau ade rezeki adalah. lau takde jodoh takyah nak fikir sangat nanti kan meroyan pulak haha. let's follow the tide ok, bahagian dan rezeki masing2 kan lain2 (:

Yosh~

Salam ramadhan (;

Currently under a great stress level. Gonna start posting to a new specialize place but subject not fully covered. Specialized but cannot even interpreting the rhythm well. Dont bother mentioning how the medications related to action potential. This is what happened when you get such a lepastangan tutor.

Anyway another things that added up the level of stress is that I havent complete my assessment checklist. Hate this. Need to do it by tomorrow nevertheless, then send the research by this week, to finish case study before raya huuuuu. Hateful, so hateful.

Kbye.