Knock out.

I know this is not right, but...

Don't know why, each and every time I went to Guardian, AEON Wellness Centre, Watson etc, I would looking out for high dose meds for knocking out even though I know it wouldn't easily being sold there. It is as if I really want to put a stop to whatever pace I took.

Luckily none available. Yes, luckily.

Even so, high dose of acetaminophen also will do. But it will jeopardize the liver and kidneys, let's say if you're lucky enough to get a second chance to live.

My pink carnations are blooming right now, and my faith loosening for they will wither sooner. pls help...