Entangled life

My senior dragged a chair and sat next to me in front of my patient's room yesterday. I was feeling suspicious, then the later proved me right.

"Do you interested to be an ICLO (Infection Control Local Officer) nurse?"

Omg, on my first working day this month some more. At first I thought oh man this is just another task, another workload. And I concern that i myself not even practicing all the correct way doing procedure and cheekily did shortcut at all chances I had, how'd I be the one to supervise and correct others? But she convinced me to, which means I should start correcting every single step now. Sigh. But thinking she was even lending her sweater to me previously when I fell sick and fever, okay fine, let this be the chance to improve.

Then come our CI who had trained me personally when I started working here, asking my well-being. She went through all the documentation later and told me she had speak highly of her trained nurse to our manager. The understatement was for us, me, to keep up the standard and not let her down.

Now I'm due for my presentation of CABG which I had done none yet, stalling time just because getting MC before.

And in next August also, previously my other senior also had offered me to team up to do presentation. She offered me a team, thus I unable to refuse. Huhu.

Some more all the explanation letters I haven't tend, and all the CPD points I haven't pick up.

I just barely get to plan my future, with the post basic that being pistponed, I may as well get interview to go Saudi. It's my dream to work overseas after all, but I will sort it out in few months to come.

When I came to work yesterday, I had received warm welcome from seniors and colleagues, including our in-house medical officer. And just before I finished my duty on my first day working this month, after 16days off day and mc, after working 14 hours double shift, unexpectedly just another senior gave me a bottle of homemade biscuits. How sweet of her! Some more it's very nice and yummy, seriously. I barely able to stop eating them.