Another sleepless night

I've run out of my sleeping pills =(

I don't wish to pull all nighter again tonight, as tomorrow I'm in duty eventhough luckily evening shift.

Having so many thoughts running made my night sleepless for few days now. I often slept in late then woke up early to work. I cant figure out much on what issues that precisely made me restless however it clearly putting me into depression state. I had to count on those off days as motivation to carry on.

It gets harder since I got no one to turn to.

Really need my vitamin-sea, the wave sound that soothen my feeling, the black pitch night that hide my sorrows away & the sympathetic stars. Now already passed midnight, I'd be afraid to gaze out of the window, afraid of the possibility I might run into things that I dont wish to see instead. Haha.