Allahumma najjihna fil imtihan!

Alhamdulillah.

Result dah keluar. I’m slacking at the entrepreneurship subject ;p.However Alhamdulillah juga sepanjang 3 tahun ni belum pernah gagal mana- mana subjek, dan harap- harapnya InsyaAllah berterusan sampai ke akhirnya lah. Najah berterusan di dunia dan berkekalan ke akhirat, bersama ibubapa, keluarga, guru- guru dan sahabat handai… amin (:

Hidup alhamdulillah, just nice. Bekerja mengisi masa lapang dalam cuti sem, dan cuti sem pula semakin habis. Kepenatan mengatasi kudrat, dan kadang- kadang tekanan perasaan menghabiskan separuh tenaga. Sometimes we glad yet there’s a time we’re upset.

When we’re upset,

we knew we have someone who would do anything for us.

But the only thing is we couldn’t reach them in the meantime;

and that made us even sadder.

Mode: berikan saya cengkerang, dan saya akan menenggelamkan diri ke dasar laut dalam.

“Jangan bersedih - Edcoustic”

Sometimes when I’m sad, I’m begging for a shell every day and night but Allah Almighty gave me none. When my life tearing apart that made me feels as if I’m in the brink of death, still I got none. When my world went upside down and I desperately cried for one, HE knows better. If HE gave me what I want, leave what I need the most. I would have sink myself to the deepest ocean and never ever come back. Isolated and died all alone in an unfamiliar place where no one knows, hopelessly.

Yet HE plans me to rejoice the sweet-sour of the world. Make me strong by all HIS creatures but HIS own will. HE strengthens my feet to overcome the current obstruction so that I can withstand another hundreds to come. And make my heart blooms with flowers of hope whenever I succeed.

And the most important one, HE wants to give me the chances to change.

Change for good.

Change for a better life.

Urm well, there’s a saying that when we get an unpleasant situation to face then just change it. If we can’t change the world for it then you have to change your own selves. Change your mind, your point of view, your very own perspective and the way you heading your life to. You need to adapt yourselves to the world you failed to lead. Nevertheless you can just let the world to adapt to the way you are. Be a follower or be a leader, you choose.

When I talked to myself, there’s a lot of thing came to my realization. Opened up my heart and altered my perspective, thus retaining clearer consciences. Oh, no words can describe how thankful I am. Thank you, Allah. Alhamdulillah! Tabarakallah…!

Diwujudkan kita di dunia ini bukan sekadar untuk hidup sia- sia melata memberatkan bumi tapi lebih jauh lagi untuk mengabdikan diri pada Sang Pencipta. Halangan dan ujian tersedia bukan untuk menggagalkan kita tapi sebagai terapi kekuatan jiwa. Mujahadah itu pahit, kerana syurga itu manis. Bukankah begitu?

Dear you… Don’t despair and never lose hope, ALLAH knows (zain bikha) (: